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图片\杂文November 27 A poem that has been daunting meA piece of cloud I am roaming in the sky;
By chance, or by fate Projecting into thee ocean's heart —— Do not be amazed,
Neither be cheered—— Melting away soon the cloud shall be. It is deep night on the dark sea, And a seprate destination we can see, You may remember, Better forget, the gleam there used to be. (There is such a thing called daunting, this poem has been doing this to me, either when my heart was broken or I broke the heart of others, it's always there……) October 30 Retrieved Warmth
New apartment to be filled with more warmth, but the first step is my red wall—a whole evening's work:) For people still on the road, a warm shelter is the best gift that we can give to ourselves, whatever efforts it might take.
October 22 Feel for the right tempowe’re extremely fortunate
not to know precisely
the kind of world we live in.
—W.Szymborska
We have been in a rush to say goodbye,
after merely knowing a bit of each other
We are exhausted
mentally, and physically,
And we can't help asking~
Where could be the next stop?
All the sorrows of yesterday, I have decided to let it be,
What can be forgotten, does not matter for me anymore;
BUT,
A BIG BUT,
Where I am standing,
Is it a destination,
or the very beginning of another journey?
You know what,
it is really easy to make me happy,
A beautiful chair, and a comfortable cushion,
And half an hour time giggling with the people I love or like~
Honestly, I feel like going nowhere;
I was never an adventurist,
Very strangely, I look like one~
But for those who have accompanied my journey,
no matter how short it is
I owe all of you a big bow~
Just because of all the wonder encounters,
during the as wonder stops
Can I still keep up the spirit,
And feel for the right tempo to move on~
~~
 ～～October 08 A day tour in the European part of IstanbulOnce again, I believe
Uncertainty is beautiful~
An accidental get-together at Istanbul,
A couple of days full of happiness，
A group of friends,
Another piece of sweet memory……
September 22 没有任何期待时，惊喜却来了~没有任何期待的时候，反而会有意外的惊喜，在伊斯坦布尔，真切地感受到了这一点。
来之前是很不情愿的，对这个城市没有任何概念，或者说，有很不怎么样的印象；荷兰有很多土耳其社区，脏脏乱乱的，可是没有想到，当公司司机从机场接了我行驶在亚欧大陆桥的时候，当他自豪的说我们正在从欧洲到亚洲的时候，当富有层次感的城市伴着茂密的绿色涌入眼帘的时候，我心情莫名的舒服~
在自动取款机前，居然有中文菜单，招行卡，直接就取出了土耳其里拉，和国内一样方便~
然后来到了住处，很漂亮的酒店公寓，装饰和家一模一样，或者说更有格调，在温馨的客厅中，我居然有了家的感觉，好放松，在这么一个遥远而陌生的城市~
电视中正在转播者艾美奖的颁奖典礼，然后明天争取找时间去看双年展，太幸运了，伊斯坦布尔双年展刚好在这段时间：）
September 17 每次独自上路时～
不是第一次了独自上路了，可是怎么还是没有习惯呢？那挥之不去的落寂～ 9个多小时，已经从人头攒动的南京东路到了多哈机场的候机大厅，凌晨四点，空荡荡的让人心悸； 其实不在乎是否独自行走，但是独自上路前，若没有一声“一路走好”的祝福，若没有朋友关切的说一句保重—即使只是一个电话—那是冰冷到骨髓的不可承受之轻…… 努力不让自己伤感，可是那种飘得连自己都感觉不到的重心，渐渐萦绕成了挥之不去的困惑~ 都说孤独的人是可耻的，那现在的我应该算是吧；刚刚认识的朋友，刚刚处得融洽，刚刚有了默契，却又不得不离开，下一个陌生的城市，一切重新开始。每过一段时间，就要对生活圈子进行一次拓荒……这种开垦者式的勇气，我还能有多久呢？ 真的很害怕，对于已经走进心中的人，离开后，如果偶尔会想起，不过是个从前…… |
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